reverb remix 2013 : perspective

3. Perspective. What is one thing you’ve seen differently in 2013? How has this shift in perspective influenced you?

Do you see that? Shift. My 2012.OLW lives on. I almost feel like I should pass on this question b/c 2013 feels like a giant fail in positive shifts. I'm thinking about the perspective that I've wanted to shift in the past year…the perspective that has weighed so heavily on me. 

This is it. This is all that there is. You're out of time. 

Those beliefs haunted me in 2013. After doing so much work to declare freedom from settling, a break from the mundane….I was disappointed that 2013 played out as something less than a victory dance. Failure taunted me from virtually every angle of my life (correction: EVERY angle). There was no relief in surrender. Instead, I just became rather numb, tired, and sad. This is it. This is all that there is. You're out of time. 

I am trying to shift that perspective. I am trying to believe, work toward, envision, and manifest the life that I want. I want more. This isn't enough. I have time. I deserve the damn victory dance.